Sorry for not being there for such a long time.. It wasn't excatly what my New Years resolution said..
I havn't had the time or the energy, I've been so busy at work and on top of that came the news of my parents divorce! After 33 years my father decided to leave -to everyones surprise and confusion.. Naturally this affected everyone in my family deeply including my sister and I, eventhough were grown-ups it's still so strange...
Soon after the sad news my beloved grandfather had a fall and passed away only a few days later... He was only 77... This devastated us all... I went home to my family for a few days last week to attend the funeral and to show my support... We miss him so much!
Yesterday it all hit me I got sick, dizzy, nausea... My brain only works on half speed and I have problems concentrating... I'll try to give myself some more time to cry, grief, help out and heal and hopefully I'll be back soon...
